What
Is Our Lady of
America® Really Asking For?
Prayer and Penance! Reform!
Reform! Reform!
April 16th – Feast of St. Bernadette Soubirous
The most explicit elements in the
message of
For her, prayer, penance and
conversion were all one, because prayer is doing, not dreaming; it involves the
will; it is this act whereby we turn toward God (this is the meaning of
conversion), and the rest follows. So
prayer for the conversion of others is intimately tied to personal conversion.
(BERNADETTE SPEAKS, A
Life of Saint Bernadette in Her Own Words, by Rene Laurentin, Pauline Books,
English edition, 2000).
An amazing aspect of the message of OUR LADY OF
AMERICA® to Sister Mildred Mary Ephrem Neuzil is its deep connection to
Our Lady’s appearance at
Reform of life is what I ask as the sign and proof of my children’s
love for me. … What am I to do, child of
my heart, when my children turn from me?
The false peace of this world lures them and in the end will destroy
them. They think they have done enough
in consecrating themselves to my Immaculate Heart. It is not enough. That which I ask for and is
most important many have not given me.
What I ask, have asked, and will continue to ask is reformation of
life. There must be sanctification from
within. I will work my miracles of grace
only in those who ask for them and empty their souls of the love and attachment
to sin and all that is displeasing to my Son.
Souls who cling to sin cannot have their hands free to receive the
treasure of grace that I hold out to them.
(Diary, pg. 16.)
Without prayer and
penance for our own conversion and for that of others, Our Lady indicates
consecration to her is ineffectual. Any
enthronement in our National Shrine will only ring true if Jesus is indeed
first enthroned in our hearts.
My Immaculate Heart desires with great
desire to see the
Without fulfilling this deeper, more humbling
request of Our Lady’s call for inner conversion, a rending of the heart, one
might consider a rushed enthronement of Our Lady of America’s® statue into our
National Shrine mere show and empty gesture that mocks a true understanding of
the depth and height and breadth of the message of Our Lady of America® and of
its importance for the salvation of America, the repair of our Church, and the
salvation of the whole world. While the enthronement is the ultimate request
from Our Lady, she emphatically insists on a reform of life as the prerequisite
that will confirm the sincerity of our devotion.
How can
On May 8, 1957, St.
Michael, sounding much like the Baptist preparing the way of the Lord, echoes
Our Lady’s tone of urgency for this much needed reform of life before peace can
be granted to our sinful generation.
Write! I am Michael, Angel
Captain of the Lord God of Hosts. I come
to announce the coming of the kingdom, the kingdom of peace. The time is at hand. Repent, bestir yourselves, O sons of men,
repent and make ready your hearts that the King may establish His Kingdom
within you. Do not
delay, or the time of grace will pass and with it the peace you
seek. (Diary, pg.
17.)
How long can we listen to the cries of
our Mother and refuse to heed her warning and her pleading? How long? Come, sit at her feet with me and
let us gaze upon her and feel her cries vibrating within us!
…behold then my Heart pierced
by a cruel sword. Oh, what grief my
children have caused me….See, I weep, but my children show me no
compassion. They behold the sword in my
heart but will make no move to withdraw it.
I give them love; they give me only ingratitude. !...Do
not disregard the voice of your Mother.
It is the voice of love trying to save you from eternal ruin. (Diary, pgs. 19, 34, 16.)
And again our dear Mother says:
My sweet child, unless my children
reform their lives, they will suffer great persecution. If man himself will not take upon himself the
penance necessary to atone for his sins and those of others, God in His justice will have to send upon him the punishment
necessary to atone for his transgression. (Diary, pg. 17.)
And again and again,
Our Lady warns and pleads with us:
My beloved daughter, what I am about
to tell you concerns in a particular way my children in
My child, there
will be peace, as has been promised, but not until my children are
purified and cleansed from defilement, and clothed thus with the white garment
of grace, are made ready to receive this peace, so long promised and so long
held back because of the sins of men.
My dear children either you will do as
I desire and reform your lives, or God Himself will need to cleanse you in the
fires of untold punishment. You must be
prepared to receive His great gift of peace.
If you will not prepare yourselves, God will Himself be forced to do so
in His justice and mercy. (Diary, pg. 21)
To her beloved sons, the
priests, “so cherished and greatly blessed among the sons of men,” Our Lady
bids them “be careful to uphold the sanctity and dignity of your calling.”
If I ask for reform of life, it is
first from the chosen that I look for it.
They must by the example of a sacrificial life lead the way for souls to
union with Christ, honoring the Father by putting on His Spirit and His
likeness in all things. (Diary, pg. 24)
Dear sons, I ask you to practice self-denial and penance in a special
manner, because it is you who must lead my children in the way of peace. Yet this peace will come only by way of the
sword, the flaming sword of love. If,
therefore, you love my Son and wish to honor me, heed my admonition and be the
first to give the example of a life of penance and self-denial. Thus, by sanctification from within you, you
will become a bright and burning light to the faithful, who look to you for help
and guidance. (Diary,
pg. 20.)
Oh the love of our Mother
trying to save us from the loss of our souls, from spiritual blindness and
hardness of heart, from the lies of Satan and the seductions of the world that
fan the flames of the flesh and the lust for power, wealth and glory. The
Christian, and especially the chosen ones, must be radical “signs of
contradiction” to the ways of the world.
Let us kneel at her feet and pray!
Oh dear Mother, grant us the grace
to heed your call for prayer and penance! For a reform of life! For complete and lasting conversion! Make us grateful for your powerful
intercession on our behalf. Let us
simply love you with all our hearts!
Write these words upon your hearts, my dear children, because of the
compassion I have for you in my Immaculate Heart. Oh, if you knew the punishments I am holding
back from you by my pleading and intercession on your behalf. ..Oh, penance,
penance! How little my children understand it! They give me many words, but
sacrifice themselves they will not. It
is not me they love but themselves. Oh, what blindness, sweet child, what
blindness! How it pierces my heart!
Bernadette chose a life
of prayer and penance, and poverty--in fact and in spirit--and gave her life
for the conversion of sinners and the salvation of souls. Sister Mildred accepted untold rejection,
persecution, physical and spiritual suffering, refusing our dear Lord nothing--
as symbolized in her acceptance of the crown of thorns and the cross from His
very own hands-- for the salvation of souls.
The question remains. How will we
answer Our Mother as she presents this question to each one of us?
Will you do as I
wish at last, my children? ... or will you allow your
Mother to weep in vain? (Diary, pg. 12)
Our Lady explained this convergence of all her
appearances to this one as “Our Lady of America” as so necessary in focusing her
children on the central mystery of our Faith, the mystery of the Most Holy
Trinity, and to the awesome grace of the Divine Indwelling Presence of that
Holy Trinity in our souls through the sanctifying grace of our Baptism into the
living Body of Christ, a Body formed of His union with His Spouse, the Church,
from whom we receive our life and redemption and the promise of salvation
through the forgiveness of our sins.
On July 11, 1954, our
Lord spoke to Sister Mildred:
My daughter, I am not loved in the
homes of men. And because I am not
loved, the Divine Trinity refuses to dwell therein. Children are not taught to
love Me, because those who have charge over them have
no time or patience to do so. My Heart
grieves over My children in the world. Their hearts are being drawn farther and
farther away from Me.
They will not even listen to My Mother, because they have never been
taught to listen…I am the resurrection and the life, and unless souls seek
their life in Me, they will find only death and destruction.
(Diary, OUR LADY OF
AMERICA ®, Sr. Mildred Neuzil, pgs. 4-5).
For anyone who has eyes
to see and ears to hear, the “culture of death,” “the secular city,” or “the
city of man,” whatever name we wish to call it, speaks to the enthronement of
the powers of darkness and the deification of man and his science and his will
in the place of God. The lies of Satan
abound in false teachings and corrupt spiritual leadership and disobedience to
Christ’s Vicar on earth, to the teachings of His Church. The sins of omission, seemingly more hidden
than the horrific sins of commission against the Natural and Moral Law,
especially as regards Faith and Purity and the ways of God, are fast enveloping
this Nation and the whole world in darkness and depression and persecution of
the just. The fame and glamour of the
world’s empty promise is so temporary, as is evident in the collapse of the
tyranny of power and money in our present society. We have distanced ourselves from God and we
no longer know Him nor hear His Voice.
Only the pure of heart can see God, and hear Him. We have fallen into idolatry, worshipping the
creature instead of the Creator, the gift instead of the Giver of all good
gifts, and we live a lie. Our false selves, seduced and fattened on the lies of Satan that fan
the flames of concupiscence, can only survive in darkness. We prefer a human savior to the Sacred
Humanity, the Suffering Servant of Yahweh, the only true Savior of the world,
who comes to us straight from God to stand against these pagan anti-Christs who profess what they do not believe. A brood of vipers Jesus called them. The last election in our Nation, born of the
blood of the North American and many other martyrs, is proof of this huge
deception upon mankind.
God is light, man is darkness, and
unless he comes into the light, he will be forever darkness.
(Diary, OUR LADY OF
AMERICA ®, pg. 4)
Let us carefully ponder
the words of Our Lady. They speak
clearly and unequivocally to this need for prayer, penance and conversion.
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Sisters of the Indwelling Trinity, 2009.